I think the important thing is that you're having fun.

[ At his question, she sighs, leaning a little harder on him. ]

I don't like this. I don't like that we're basically going into this blind--even if we win, it's not going to feel like a win. I don't want to just hope that we make the right choices and still survive.

But... it's not just me who has to make these choices. So in that sense, I'm already a step up from where I could be.