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guillotineroom) wrote2023-03-12 12:01 pm
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[CERBERUS]
[when you open your eyes, you find yourself in a pleasant greenhouse. the sweet scent of flowers surrounds you, and the sun shining through the glass ceiling invigorates you from within. there are stone benches on which you can sit, and if you're hungry, there's a garden table with some refreshing tea and scones available to you]
[the voice– the good voice– echoes in your head again]
YOUR DESIRES. . . CREATED THIS REALM. IT IS YOURS. . . IT IS NOT TYPHON'S! I CAN USE THOSE DESIRES TO GIVE YOU A SAFE PLACE. . . FROM WHICH TO FIGHT.
BUT I CANNOT DEFEAT HIM. . . ONLY YOU CAN. ONLY YOU– WITH YOUR OWN DESIRES!! YOU CAN. . . RESHAPE THIS WORLD. . . HOWEVER YOU'D LIKE!
[the voice– the good voice– echoes in your head again]
YOUR DESIRES. . . CREATED THIS REALM. IT IS YOURS. . . IT IS NOT TYPHON'S! I CAN USE THOSE DESIRES TO GIVE YOU A SAFE PLACE. . . FROM WHICH TO FIGHT.
BUT I CANNOT DEFEAT HIM. . . ONLY YOU CAN. ONLY YOU– WITH YOUR OWN DESIRES!! YOU CAN. . . RESHAPE THIS WORLD. . . HOWEVER YOU'D LIKE!

[EMOTION]
In the throes of my grief, I only wish to build something new to be proud of. . . to care for. You could not understand!
[DISCUSSION]
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"Reshape", huh...?
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[ Clapping her hands! ]
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Well, I can't deny that the power of our bonds has probably been culminating to this point... how do you think we should counter his grief?
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I cannot understand? I cannot understand!? Where are my children, Typhon! Where is the kingdom I built them!
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Hopefully soon, you'll get to actually discuss this with him.
I think we just have to get through to him first.
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Think we'll still get to beat him up after we're done saving him with the power of love or whatever?
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Re: [DISCUSSION]
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I mean... only if it makes you feel better, I think...?
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[ a considering pause. ]
I suppose... if I had to really consider grief to have an "opposing" emotion, it would be something like acceptance, wouldn't it?
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[DESIRES]
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'tis not easy, to lose a part of you— every person we meet, every memory we make, is dear to us. We find happiness in sorrow, and relief in rage. But in the end we heal. So mourn, Typhon. Feel the sorrow you feel. Grieve until you're empty, and let the flowers of hope grow anew. Do not forget the pain, but use it to heal what you've wronged without causing more harm.
I want this place to be freed from the designation of a prison. I want it to become a home across time and universe- a place to take us to and from each other. For the bonds here must never be forgotten. Not when they brought us so much love and happiness.
I do not wish to forget. And may our hope carry on so no one else will. That is my desire. Carry it in a song, cradled within our hearts, and let the chorus of hope ring for all!
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To him, the opposite of grief is acceptance--ultimately, he'd like to see Typhon accept what happened to him and his children so he can begin to move on with a fresh start.
As for the realm, most of all he ran nuts everyone to be able to make their own choices as to what happens from here! He wants them to be able to do and go where they want.
Oh, and all of the people who had been saving for wishes still deserve that miracle they were striving for, he thinks.
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Grief fucking sucks. You're not the only one who's experienced it, and maybe we can't understand your specific situation, but you won't find a person here that hasn't felt the crushing weight of loss. You're not special so get off your god damn high horse and let the people here that would help you do it.
You can build something to be proud of and love without all of this. Look at what you've made here. Look at us. Cerberus, the people I love with all my heart, the people you so desperately wanted to join your family, you're the reason we're here aren't you? You took us all and put us together, which was still real shitty of you, but from day one you could have gotten what you want if you'd bothered to stop looking to the past and instead seen what you had. I seriously wanna kill you for all the bullshit you've put us through, and it's only because of Minato and Ritsuka and everyone's mercy that I'm holding back. Imagine what they could've built with you if you'd asked for help from the start. That's my hope for the future, that you fucking listen to them. That we all get the happy ending we deserve, even when we go home we should still remember each other and be able to see each other, any time we want. We should be able to come back our ball pit and lounge in our spa and continue loving one another. We won't let any grief or despair or misery take us from each other, so you might as well accept that people won't disappear forever and want to help you.
You're in your own way. Do as the others said and cry for the ones you lost, but you've got to stop letting it shackle you to the past. Look at what you still have and can still do, idiot.
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He's being blunt about that with his teammates, but he also stands up and addresses the good voice.]
...Typhon said he wanted to build something new, something to be proud of and that he could care for. I have not seen any evidence of that intent. Rather, I have seen a desperate man trying to return to the past he had. He has kidnapped and tortured, and he has forced his children to struggle with us. When we die, he goads them into further violence instead of soothing them. He has given them no words of recognition.
But despite himself and despite the turmoil of the last few months, he has built something worthwhile. I have my own grief, no less awful than Typhon's, but in this place I could find peace. I spent a thousand years maintaining what my mate and my child left behind... but I have new mates now. I hope to become a father again. Though they will never return to me, I think my loved ones would be happy that I am embracing new experiences again.
I want this place maintained. I want Typhon's ghosts, the dead lives he has revived, and the living he has kidnapped to be able to come and go from this place as they please. Let this be a crossroads and a place of rest.
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In the name of those who have come before us, must we carry on their legacy towards a better tomorrow.
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But I don't think you deserve to grieve the way you have, for so long. The more you cling to that, the more it eats at you... it changes you into something that the people you loved and lost won't even recognize anymore. I think it would be good if you could learn to accept--that's the last stage of grief, right? Accepting, and learning that hope still exists. Not the kind of twisted hope that you've built up in your head, because you think you're the only one who's felt that way, but the kind that grows. I told Selena that I think hoping is one of the scariest things you can do, and I mean it. You can hope for something better and good for you and the ones you love without ruining others in the process.
I want you to wake up. I want you to see that your trajectory isn't actually going to lead to anything but ruin, for yourself and for others. For the children you miss. And I want you to take that and learn from it, because you can make something better. Everyone's got that potential in them. You've just got to be able to find it, and when you do... I think you can build what you want for real, and make it a safe place for everyone who needs the sanctuary.
I want you to take the bones you've built with this place and make it something better. It can be a place people choose, instead of a place where they're forced to come.
[THE END]
[and then. . . the glass begins to crack]
[this may seem worrying, but the bunny box's voice echoes in your head to soothe your concerns]
IT IS OKAY! DO NOT WORRY. YOUR POWER. . . IT IS ENOUGH. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND HOLD ON VERY VERY TIGHTLY!!
[and then, all around you, the greenhouse glass shatters, and your vision is engulfed in a warm, bright light]