...I feel bad that I upset Saturn so much. It's not that I regret making the suggestion, but--I should have been more gentle about saying it.

Other than that... I still don't want to make the choice. If the reason Nymph is so high is because they're trying to abstain, there's a part of me that's like--I want to do that too. I want to be able to make my own choice, not what the Warden's rules demand.